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That night I was alone. I really wanted to have sex, I would have paid to have someone next, but I did not want to go out to a bar to get everyone. So, I looked for my toys and let my imagination fly. When I was younger, my uncle abused me. He did things I did not want to remember, he touched me, he forced me to play with his dick, and sometimes suck it, or put it in my body. Now, I can not have sex with other men without remembering those moments. So, I prefer to masturbate and have sex alone, with my fingers or my toys.